And then my life turned upside down’.

All of a sudden, everything changed. 

Words like cancer! GIST tumour! Rare form. Rock hard terms echoing through my head!!!  

On Sunday May 13th I was giving a guest lesson at Danielle’s in Enschede. The day was finished,and I literally collapsed! Everything turned black and the result was me throwing up blood. After visiting a doctor’s surgery, I was sent home with adiagnosis of stress. 

You must have already guessed that I didn’t get better. The next day I visited my own GP and ended up with a trip in an ambulance. After some tests they found bleeding in my stomach and something pressing on my stomach. And then suddenly this diagnosis – GIST tumour. What now? What about my children? Am I going to make it? I don’t want to go to the spiritual world just yet!   

Words which shouldn’t find their way to paper, flew out of my mouth, a feeling of powerlessness and crying! I also heard, if we remove it, it will be fine. Keep being positive Rosita!  

But still, wow. I’ve decided to be completely open. 

To the family first, of course. Then telling my work circles and those in “mediumship land”. And then I could never have imagined what happened after that,  

I suddenly completely understood the word spiritualism, which I believe in so much and the second principle, brotherhood of men, And I feel it as well! How much love there is. What a brother- and sisterhood! Together, together we are really strong. Together we can move real mountains. People are taking over my work, sending mehealing, joining together to think of all kinds of things to reduce my load! Offering help in the most weird and wonderful ways, so that I can focus on my operation and all it will entail (that I have no view of yet). What love! And that along with all the fear. I can’t put into words what this is doing to me. Feeling supported, welcome and seen, with all this fear. What is going to happen to me? I don’t know yet but with this connection with this brother- and sisterhood, it can’t help but go well!      

At least, that’s what I’m hoping with all my heart  

Rosita x 

The message below is being distributed in my network. I would also like to point this out to you!

Dear All,
On behalf of Rosita, I would like to inform you of the following:
On Sunday, Rosita started bleeding from her stomach, she was treated for this.
After tests, it turned out that this was caused by a GIST tumour, a rare form of cancer.
It hasn’t metastasized and can be removed during a serious operation. So, she won’t have to die as a result. Rosita is deciding from week to week what she is able to do, I will keep you informed. If you have any questions, I am available to answer them for you. I have a very clear request: no negativity; Rosita has chosen her route:  
Healing! Please come to me if you have any questions or uncertainties. I ask you in no uncertain terms, please ONLY positivity for Rosita.

Love Marieke van Middendorp 


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